Sunday, August 31, 2008
we're but pigs free to pig.
2:44 AM; `dead.Y
i know that this has been said before.
but i'd want to write this down.
that you are my life.
that i can't imagine myself without you.
that you make my days ever so bright.
that you make me the happiest man on earth.
and i'd want to savour every single second of this.
and i'd want to love you to the fullest,
to the best i can.
2:29 AM; `dead.Y
Friday, August 29, 2008
happy three months old.
that other secret.
2:05 AM; `dead.Y
Monday, August 25, 2008
12:52 AM; `dead.Y
i know it's only two days.
i know it'll only be two days.
but i had the heaviest of hearts.
it was as if we were not going to see
each other for an eternity.
and to tell you the truth.
i almost cried.
and that is how much i miss you.
and that is how much i love you.
12:50 AM; `dead.Y
Sunday, August 24, 2008
of lucky pigs and crazy ideas.
1:28 AM; `dead.Y
Friday, August 22, 2008
today.
we were one.
and it's the most amazing feeling in the world.
1:06 AM; `dead.Y
it's getting nearer!
so.
three.
12:00 AM; `dead.Y
Sunday, August 17, 2008
1:52 AM; `dead.Y
i wish i was there with you.
x4.
1:35 AM; `dead.Y
Saturday, August 16, 2008
i remembered.
that even on the verge of falling asleep.
i looked at you,
and smiled.
2:00 AM; `dead.Y
Friday, August 15, 2008
i can't stand it.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
3:21 PM; `dead.Y
We were lying down in the endless snow.
You pointed to the starless sky,
and made stars
at your fingertips.
They were a dazzling white -
you and me.
You looked at me and I smiled too
as we let the silence speak our hearts.
3:06 PM; `dead.Y
you were right.
because i wouldn't have had any hands left.
like this.
2:52 PM; `dead.Y
Thursday, August 14, 2008
2:18 PM; `dead.Y
don't worry,
my dear.
for those are unfounded fears.
2:15 PM; `dead.Y
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
we hugged like we hadn't met for years.
we hugged like we wouldn't meet for years.
you taught me what it was like to miss someone so much.
you taught me what it was like to love someone so much.
i don't want to be separated from you ever, not for even for a minute.
8:22 PM; `dead.Y
Monday, August 11, 2008
we'll look at snow in winters.
we'll look at sunsets in summers.
we'll count the fallen leaves in autumns.
we'll look at cherry blossoms in springs.
always.
always.
always.
8:35 PM; `dead.Y
i know you'd probably say, no!
and that it's nothing to thank for.
but still.
thank you.
my dear.
for the past week,
and all the happiness you have given me.
8:01 AM; `dead.Y
7:52 AM; `dead.Y
Sunday, August 10, 2008
this reminds me.
the only bad thing about being with you,
is that time passes really fast.
not because i'll die early,
but because i can never get enough of you.
and really,
the hardest part of being with you,
is that part about saying goodbye.
1:22 AM; `dead.Y
i was thinking today.
time passes extraordinarily fast when i'm with you.
so relatively, i'll die really early.
but since everyone in this world has to die.
then this must be the best death there is.
1:21 AM; `dead.Y
i felt a tinge of sadness.
when you blamed yourself for my unhappiness.
i was sad not because of you,
but because my unhappiness made you blame yourself.
i admit i was unhappy.
but it wasn't because of you, my dearest.
it was just the circumstances that i very much hate.
i assure you.
it was you who made sure i wasn't very unhappy.
it was you who made this bad day so bright and good.
it was you who made it possible for me to smile,
smile so truly, happily, despite all the inconveniences,
and unfortunate events today.
1:12 AM; `dead.Y
Saturday, August 9, 2008
whether if it did happen.
or not, my dear.
it already doesn't matter.
from now on,
i'll be your pig in shining armour.
and i'll always, always
protect you.
this, my dear, i promise you.
mwahahaha.
12:22 PM; `dead.Y
Friday, August 8, 2008
you.
are the sweetest.
the funniest.
the cutest.
the piggiest.
the beautifulest.
you.
are you.
the magic.
and the spell.
you.
are my breath.
my colour.
and my soul.
you are.
a dream come true.
and you are.
spelled like the title is.
3:05 PM; `dead.Y
a magical night.
and for those dizzying, dazzling moments.
we were one.
8:54 AM; `dead.Y
contrary to what you believe,
my dear.
i am the luckiest man in this world,
because i have you.
8:53 AM; `dead.Y
will you be together with me for the rest of my life?will you be together with me for the rest of my life?
will you be together with me for the rest of my life?will you be together with me for the rest of my life?
will you be together with me for the rest of my life?will you be together with me for the rest of my life?
will you be together with me for the rest of my life?
and the answer was yes.
8:52 AM; `dead.Y
Thursday, August 7, 2008
it's my promise to you.
so one day.
we'll stand on mounting snows
among falling snowflakes
i'll stand by your side
your hand in mine
under the skies you often dream of.
1:08 AM; `dead.Y
Sunday, August 3, 2008
6:23 PM; `dead.Y
love is.
the last i'll post about, i guess.
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爱, 是一个人们常常挂在嘴边的字
但我觉得
常常把爱挂在嘴边的人
并不懂得如何去爱
*******
i'm not saying that i know perfectly how to love.
i guess it's just.
what i think about it.
love, is a verb,
not a noun.
love, is silent giving,
and you don't need to shout out your sacrifices.
love, is accepting one for who she is,
both her pros and cons.
you don't love a person just for her pros,
because it's also her shortcomings that make her beautiful.
********
love is.
when you shop for groceries.
when you smile at me.
when you say you're happy.
when you laugh so heartily.
when you say i'm funny.
when you say i'm cute.
when you fall asleep.
when you hold my hands.
when you squeeze them lightly.
when you hug me tightly.
when you whisper in my ear.
when our lips touch.
and
alaskan's borealis.
*******
and despite all that i've said above.
i'd say it a million times if you want me to.
i love you.
1:30 AM; `dead.Y
we're but fingered messages.
1:29 AM; `dead.Y