Sunday, April 27, 2008
don't make it so deliberate
it's so obvious
it hurts
so hush.
I'd love not to stop the silence.
3:08 AM; `dead.Y
let's talk about taboo-ed topics.
3:03 AM; `dead.Y
Friday, April 25, 2008
we are but masters of pretense
5:37 PM; `dead.Y
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
it's been quite long.
`we'll let gowe stand at our doorsteps againreliving our moments of silencehow long more
can this singular wait last
finally we spill the beansand even though our palms are held togetheri'd already lose my place
i know
i really do
it's not you
it's just mewho never stayed by your sidewhen you felt alone
your innocent eyesdon't tell methat we loved
that there's no need for tears
i'm not sad
i feel okay
but why were there tearsi don't really know
let me go
this light hint of freedom
countless memoriesreminiscence won't hurt, i guessi'm not so fragileyou know it
despite this solitudewe can all let goone last sultry embrace
this ephemeral blissi'll keep it
end the relentless reproach
our flight has ended
colour ourselves greylet dreams be dreamsand throw ourselves to the wind
hushshhh
fingers to our lipsperhaps it'll turn out better this time roundwe'll say goodbye nowwe'll stop prolonging this painlet go of your hand
and turn aroundi'll keep moving
this'll be my
real
escape
`we'll let goI'll be on leave soon.
I promise I'll write something long by then
Yeah,
it's been rather long.
Just didn't have the mood to.
oh why don't we.
I'd love to keep this for my own.
8:28 PM; `dead.Y
i can't afford to play any more games.
even if it's a trap
even if i knew it
i'd still walk into it
so please,
don't.
6:51 PM; `dead.Y
Saturday, April 5, 2008
`heart-shaped
what with our lost promisesthe colours of the winds
the forgotten tears
our memories, slowing down
we couldn't rewind
we couldn't repaintthose crumbling twilightsour secret rendezvous
slowly,they disappear
don't you understand,this fading warmth
like the falling starslike unmoving timepieces
so where did our wishes hidewe heard they'd be granted
where were you when the sun setswhere were you when the rainbow endsbefore my very eyes
they vanished into thin air
hush, my dearforget your tears
time will forget ushush, my dear
forget your fearsI'll draw you heart-shaped circles`heart-shapedIt's been centuries since I wrote.
It'll take time before I get back into shape.
Nevertheless.
I was wrong.
I never should have done anything to have hurt you.
You didn't deserve any of the pain.
I was being selfish,
I was being petty.
You weren't in the wrong,
and I never blamed you.
I might have hated you for a bit,
for maybe 5 seconds,
because it'll be foolish to do that any longer.
I don't know why, but I just clicked "Edit Posts" out of a sudden.
I guess you know what I mean.
I'd love to not hurt you anymore.
11:51 PM; `dead.Y
there aren't any wrongs, nor rights to wishes
there aren't any wrongs, nor rights to love
do what you wish
follow your heart
not what you think
is wrong
or right.
11:50 PM; `dead.Y
1:18 AM; `dead.Y
Friday, April 4, 2008
I get what they mean by,
you're my inspiration.
because you really are.
11:06 PM; `dead.Y
10:34 PM; `dead.Y