Thursday, July 31, 2008
L is for the way you look at me.
O is for the only one I see.
V is very, very extraordinary.
E is even more than anyone that you adore.
1:22 AM; `dead.Y
you are that other dream.
1:07 AM; `dead.Y
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
i like.
the girl who drags her words.
the girl who takes a long time to decide on food.
the girl who shops on groceries.
the girl who thinks smelly raw mackerels are nice.
the girl who is proud of her blue blacks.
the girl who throws her winnie the pooh at me.
the girl who likes the touch of her pillow.
the girl who loves the smell of newly washed bedsheets.
and
the girl who never fails to make me smile.
i like.
this particular beautiful girl.
and i don't intend to stop.
and it's like this.
1:09 AM; `dead.Y
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
you don't have to be sorry, my dear.
because you weren't at fault.
because you are my source of happiness,
and everything else good.
10:58 PM; `dead.Y
it wasn't easy.
but i promised 109 posts ago.
yet
you saw right through me.
10:37 PM; `dead.Y
nitty gritties.
you wouldn't even realise.
and it's time to stop being petty.
10:36 PM; `dead.Y
Sunday, July 27, 2008
silly girl.
there's no need to thank me,
for something you've done.
if there was ever a need for thanks,
then thank you,
for letting me love you.
2:52 PM; `dead.Y
happy two months old.
that other secret.
12:00 AM; `dead.Y
Saturday, July 26, 2008
5:21 PM; `dead.Y
2:33 PM; `dead.Y
it isn't unfair.
because it was that easy
to make me fall in love with you.
because you are you,
the magic and the spell.
12:25 PM; `dead.Y
Friday, July 25, 2008
god.
i have learnt what it means
when one is at a loss for words.
when one cannot even begin to find the words.
to describe that magical moment that i wish i could freeze.
1:13 PM; `dead.Y
heaven is a place on earth.
because of you.
1:01 PM; `dead.Y
Thursday, July 24, 2008
2:23 AM; `dead.Y
2:12 AM; `dead.Y
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
when you fell asleep.
i was smiling.
i could almost hear your breath electronically.
it was almost like you were right beside me.
and muttered secrets.
11:56 PM; `dead.Y
this isn't the best of days.
is it just me,
or is everyone against me.
oh well.
i don't need anyone of you to trust me.
i don't need anyone of you to notice me.
i don't need anyone of you to treat me nicely.
luckily.
11:55 PM; `dead.Y
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
iwon'tbearoundwhenthishappens
confirm.
so.
four.
12:00 AM; `dead.Y
Sunday, July 20, 2008
9:15 PM; `dead.Y
2:56 PM; `dead.Y
now,
it's back to the.
see you for two days.
miss you like crazy for five days.
kind of thingy.
crap.
x_x
2:51 PM; `dead.Y
Saturday, July 19, 2008
1:07 PM; `dead.Y
Friday, July 18, 2008
beautiful things come in multiples of two.
age.
dates.
register numbers.
-oh and i knew i forgot something-
floor numbers.
11:36 PM; `dead.Y
-.-- --- ..- --..-- / -- -.-- / -.. . .- .-. --..-- / .- .-. . / - .... . / -- --- ... - / .-- --- -. -.. . .-. ..-. ..- .-.. / --. .. .-. .-.. / .. -. / - .... . / .-- --- .-. .-.. -.. .-.-.-
11:33 PM; `dead.Y
Thursday, July 17, 2008
now i know why,
in chinese they call it.
心动.
i'd love to hear your heartbeat.
12:58 AM; `dead.Y
i wish i was there with you.
x3.
12:01 AM; `dead.Y
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
somewhere, over the rainbow.
way up high.
there's a land that i heard of once,
in a lullaby.
somewhere, over the rainbow.
skies are blue.
and the dreams you dare to dream,
really do come true.
someday, i wish upon a star.
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me.
where troubles felt like lemon drops.
way above the chimney tops.
that's where you'll find me.
somewhere over the rainbow,
blue birds fly.
birds fly over the rainbow,
why then, oh why can't I?
if happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow
why, oh why can't I?
-over the rainbow.
i said.
dreams do come true.
you say.
but this is not a dream.
oh dear, i am so in love with you.
10:43 PM; `dead.Y
you took away my breath,
my colours
and my warmth.
and filled me with yours.
2:35 PM; `dead.Y
the big 2.
and the most wonderful birthday in my life.
2:26 PM; `dead.Y
Monday, July 14, 2008
5:06 AM; `dead.Y
the whole world was telling me the same thing.
fine.
fine.i got it.
5:04 AM; `dead.Y
Sunday, July 13, 2008
circumstances suck.
i hate this.
6:14 PM; `dead.Y
Saturday, July 12, 2008
i think i'm losing my imagination.
but maybe it's a good thing.
because i can't imagine my life without you.
4:18 PM; `dead.Y
i wish i was there with you.
x2.
4:01 PM; `dead.Y
it's funny but it's true.
that you make me smile even when i go to sleep.
12:56 PM; `dead.Y
i wish i was there with you, too.
12:31 AM; `dead.Y
Friday, July 11, 2008
it pains me dearly to see you unwell.
10:45 PM; `dead.Y
is it just me.
or do i miss you like crazy.
6:50 PM; `dead.Y
you know,
there were a lot of things I was game for,
you never said.
eating ants,
insulting the unemployed,
loving you like crazy.
-love me if you dare.
5:01 PM; `dead.Y
who am i to criticise.
`where
where were we?
when there were raindrops.
where were we?
when there were sunsets.
where goes the pretense?
when it was dark.
where goes the pretense?
when it was sweet.
where were the lies?
when there was warmth.
where were the lies?
when there was light.
where were our memories?
when we threw them away.
where were our memories?
when we wanted them back.
where were the tears?
when there were fireworks.
where were the tears?
when there were shooting stars.
where were the secrets?
when love letters arrived.
where were the secrets?
when love letters yellowed.
where was the pain?
when you were around.
what with the wrench.
when you weren't.
where were we?
when the rain stopped.
where were we?
when there were sunrises.
there.
my dear.
at the end of the rainbows.
`where
I think I know the reason to my lack of confidence.
I think it's because I always had the feeling,
that when I'm too confident about something,
or too sure about something.
It'll almost always slip away.
That's why I daren't.
who am i to talk.
3:23 AM; `dead.Y
3:19 AM; `dead.Y
Thursday, July 10, 2008
remember?
remember the times.
when you were on that ship, at sea.
when you were dancing on the decks.
when there were waves.
when there were risks of capsizing.
but i give you my word, my dear.
that you'll reach the shore this time round.
I'd love to be your safe harbour.
5:37 PM; `dead.Y
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
i don't know who to thank.
because of the incredibility of things.
but i haven't been so happy in my life before.
everything is so beautiful because you're around.everything is so wonderful because you're around.everything is so amazing because you're around.
everything is so fascinating because you're around.
just because you are around.
just because you're the best thing that ever happened in my life.
and i mean every single word of this.
I'd love to be your wildest flower.
9:03 PM; `dead.Y
don't question your happ[i]ness,
my dear.
which is why they changed the [y] in happyness.
because you deserve every single ounce of it.
8:40 PM; `dead.Y
Monday, July 7, 2008
melting
like hot fudge sundaes.
10:04 PM; `dead.Y
Saturday, July 5, 2008
we're but ruthless thieves
because you stole my heart and took my breath away.
because you masterminded my kidnap
but i'd be found guilty too.
11:43 AM; `dead.Y
11:38 AM; `dead.Y
okay.
wrong.
partly right.
x_x
2:02 AM; `dead.Y
i wonder if i got it right.
but if i did.
then.
let's go to _ _ _ _ _ one day.
1:37 AM; `dead.Y
my dear,
why don't we fly over the rainbow.
12:27 AM; `dead.Y
Friday, July 4, 2008
*uses cone of silence*
OH MY GOD THIS IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE
I AM SO HAPPY.
*offs cone of silence*
12:38 AM; `dead.Y
Thursday, July 3, 2008
hmmm.
i was half the happiest man on earth yesterday.
hope i get to use the cone of silence soon!
1:56 PM; `dead.Y
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
sometimes, i'd pray
and pray, and pray.
even though i'm a free thinker.
for someone up there.
to grant me my wishes.
and give me the happiness i want.
2:12 PM; `dead.Y
i'm the sneakiest of pigs.
oink.
1:16 PM; `dead.Y