Saturday, May 31, 2008
truthfully.
i haven't been happy for quite some time.
so i'm not used to it.
so i'm insecure
so i'm scared
so i'm fearful
that it'll slip away from me again,
and again.
and again.
maybe that's why
sometimes i'd rather be sad.
at least it makes me feel secure.
1:30 PM; `dead.Y