Hmm.

Was watching TV again.

Ah, the usual Korean drama.

I don't know if it actually makes me see things, or I'm really just poisoning myself.

I thought.

I thought.

I thought.

But I thought wrong.

I try to think the best out of it, but in the end it really isn't.

Thoughts are useless, no?

Actions aren't, no?

That's what someone told me before.

But there aren't any opportunities.

I don't want anything to do with this anymore.

But where is the courage?

But where is the determination?

I don't think I'll ever find any.

Therefore, I deserve this.

Every ounce of this.